u r part of me

i dont know what's wrong with me & my heart?

my heart felt insecure after that day,

i think i was afraid of losing u.

all ur movement affect my daily mood,

i wish to know everything about u,

n want to know what u r doing all the time.

im absent-minded when u reply my message lately,

i guess may be u r sleeping,reading,doing assignment,dotaing,msn-ing,leaving the room......

numerous reasons i guess,

but i duno which is the reason since i cant read ur mind.

i want to share everything wif u,

tell u my stories n what happened daily.

however,

we meet rarely these days.

we jz chat through fb,msn or sms.

i felt disheartened n sad when they told me smthg,

i cried because of u before attend the farewell party of Yuki.

i feeling much better after crying n hope that i wont screw up the farewell party due to emo.

yes,i did it!

but it seems that im nt vy good in hiding my emo n feeling,

everybody felt that im nt in good mood.

Anyway,

i appreciate urs treat me as a true friend,

thank you for urs caring n concern. =)

i'll be strong n cheerful. n_n